On the bus journey home last night i resisted the urge to cry both out of fear of looking absoloutly ridiculous and that i might actually have dehydrated as a consequence.
We'd been dancing for a couple of hours, only 3 of us which is always a crowd but in reflection it was meant to be a girls night out, ok we'd invited J along but still, this did not warrant abandoning me to suck his face off. Standing alone on a dancefloor while your "best mate" gets off with your other slightly newer, shinier friend is not my idea of a good night out, so i grabbed my bag off the stage and legged it for the bus. I feel i should've done this an hour prior to the face sucking, when she'd asked me to find a guy to dance with so that she could dance with J. I looked around and instantly wanted to bolt. Who needs enemies when you have friends like that?
I recieved an apology text this morning that i'm yet to reply to. We're meant to be out again tonight but this time with D who i haven't yet met, but if it's going to be much of the same then i'm most certainly not game.
Tbh this fending for myself thing is getting kind of tiring. For once can someone put me first? I really need a hug.
We'd been dancing for a couple of hours, only 3 of us which is always a crowd but in reflection it was meant to be a girls night out, ok we'd invited J along but still, this did not warrant abandoning me to suck his face off. Standing alone on a dancefloor while your "best mate" gets off with your other slightly newer, shinier friend is not my idea of a good night out, so i grabbed my bag off the stage and legged it for the bus. I feel i should've done this an hour prior to the face sucking, when she'd asked me to find a guy to dance with so that she could dance with J. I looked around and instantly wanted to bolt. Who needs enemies when you have friends like that?
I recieved an apology text this morning that i'm yet to reply to. We're meant to be out again tonight but this time with D who i haven't yet met, but if it's going to be much of the same then i'm most certainly not game.
Tbh this fending for myself thing is getting kind of tiring. For once can someone put me first? I really need a hug.
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